Thursday, February 10, 2011

Sad, Sad News!

Well, I had another OB/GYN appointment on Tuesday and apparently, I'm not pregnant. They said they're not sure if I had a miscarriage or if the first test they took was faulty. Either way, my doctor told me a week ago that I was pregnant and then finding out a week later that I wasn't, really put a damper on my day. I was so ready and so excited to finally become a mother. But I keep telling myself "Everything happens for a reason" (That's my life quote. When ever anything happens to me, good or bad, I just think to myself "Everything happens for a reason" It sure helps me get me through a lot of stuff). But then again, I am very sad and very disappointed. I cried and cried until I finally thought to myself "Everything happens for a reason". Maybe the Lord didn't think I was ready to be a mother, or didn't think Blake and I are both ready to be parents, or if the Lord was testing us. I don't know, but I do know that someday I will be a mother and I will be able to raise my children with love, compassion, patience and a tender heart. I just can't wait for that day to come. 


  1. I'm so sorry Bonnie. Thats a great perspective to take on the whole situation though. Its a good thing you have the gospel in your life and can lean on that for support in tough times. Love you!

  2. I'm so so sorry, Bonnie! If there is anything Ben and I can do for you, please let us know!