Thursday, February 10, 2011
Sad, Sad News!
Well, I had another OB/GYN appointment on Tuesday and apparently, I'm not pregnant. They said they're not sure if I had a miscarriage or if the first test they took was faulty. Either way, my doctor told me a week ago that I was pregnant and then finding out a week later that I wasn't, really put a damper on my day. I was so ready and so excited to finally become a mother. But I keep telling myself "Everything happens for a reason" (That's my life quote. When ever anything happens to me, good or bad, I just think to myself "Everything happens for a reason" It sure helps me get me through a lot of stuff). But then again, I am very sad and very disappointed. I cried and cried until I finally thought to myself "Everything happens for a reason". Maybe the Lord didn't think I was ready to be a mother, or didn't think Blake and I are both ready to be parents, or if the Lord was testing us. I don't know, but I do know that someday I will be a mother and I will be able to raise my children with love, compassion, patience and a tender heart. I just can't wait for that day to come.